If there's one thing that's happened this year, it's probably that I've gotten the courage to end a relationship, and I'm a very old-fashioned person, and in a relationship, even if the other person doesn't give, even if it's hard for me, I'll hang on, and I think it's cruel to say goodbye, and I'm always looking forward to the other person waking up, but there's a finite amount of energy in a human being, and you can't be afraid of loss all the time, so turning over a new leaf is not about forgiveness, It's about giving to yourself. It's about giving to yourself