Silk give up the whole things.and now the best thing to evoke myself is to have exercise, and keep it no matter i feel how hard is it, and make a plan everyday what kind of work i should finish, i feel iam just on the surface, not in the deep to overcome it, it is real me. and te... Silk give up the whole things.and now the best thing to evoke myself is to have exercise, and keep it no matter i feel how hard is it, and make a plan everyday what kind of work i should finish, i feel iam just on the surface, not in the deep to overcome it, it is real me. and te