I've been keeping my emotions lately—Been trying to be calm and collected even if it's chaotic,I'm uncertain about some things and situations,But I'm trying to understand as much as I can,Though at times I'm getting emotionally and mentally exhausted.The light inside of me still burns, yet it dims when I'm pushed into the darkness,Trying to balance between the two, the light and the dark,The fire and the water that either burns me or drowns me,The fire that keeps me from dying, and the water that keeps me hydrated,A pull and push between the two, and I'm still here, ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~